For all the talk of freewill it is for the most part smoke and mirrors. You see long before you made the “freewill” choice to become a believer, the people in your life were dedicated to creating a false identity for the unbounded awareness you are. Not many if any escape this onslaught on their fragile little minds after all you so need their acceptance and what better way then to be who they want you to be. For me personally this occurred on many fronts both in the home and at church. I was told as often as possible who I was and at church this started with me being a sinner, impaired from birth. I was told of demons and angels, heaven and hell, confession and forgiveness, as well as who I was in this faith filled fantasy. Then surprise, surprise as Gomer so often said I made the freewill choice to take Communion. At home what a man was, was confined to the John Wayne men do not cry line of propaganda, its no wonder Men are so afraid to explore the feminine side of their nature. After all you do not want to be a fairy boy do you and you know were all fairy boys go when they die don’t you? Is there any wonder why men are so confused about what constitutes being male in the 21st century, it is a real problem? A sermon could arise at any moment if you crossed your legs the wrong or a gesture looked a little to gay. There is no fixing this False Identity that Faith has created, the only escape is to see that its not you. It is rather a very shallow identity and quite fearful as well because these molders of the false identity are still around pushing the sale constantly. To see this is your first act in true freedom and your first real act of freewill. Your journey in freedom has just begun!